colisse!

i can't sleep. i keep thinking of the auditionne i fuked up. i should have presented gollum's song, i wouldn't have failed that one. crap. the truth is that i want to participate to the rock band, but i keep trying to detach myself from the project. it worked while we were going there. the problm is that they showed interest for scarbourough fair and then i fucked it up with jem. if i had gollum's song then i would have kept the interest, shit! detach from love allready! detache from love!