GRRRRRRRRRR

It comes on and off, but i am so pissed. Burriko used to live with us as you probably knew before. My dad came around last week from Haiti fater six years of no communication, my own choice, and many more years of conflict of interests, with my half sister and just dumped her on us. Now we have to take care of a seven year old "du jour au l'an demain". However, my mother, brother and I took it in strides, we always know that my father has something up his sleeves however big it is we don,t blink an eye anymore. Burriko wasn,t too trilled, which I first found amusing I mean don't get me wrong it isn't the lIttle girl's fault, but i don,t like children that much either, however I can tolerate. Last saturday Burriko totally pissed me off. i mean I understand her emotions, who she is and where she is coming from but I don't think that it was good nor do i approve of it. Understanding doesn't mean you condone something. Imagine a 25 years old doing a tantrum and crying because a seven year old that she will not even have to take care of is moving into a house not hers and a family not hers. her majesty cannot tolerate her presence. va chier son Introspection! I mean, she only saw that the girl (that's not even her charge!) was imposing on HER! How about the fact that we were generous enough to take her in when she broke up with her boyfriend, instead of letting her go into a seady 3 1/2 with some onknown racist guy! That I sacrificed my peace of mind, my privacy for her to sleep in my bed and live in my room, that i curved my way of living, my brother's way of living, his venom tongue for her, that we cut ourselves in four to move her out in only one day in the appartement upstairs. She forgets that we also have our lives. I don't ask that she repay us, we did it 'cause we are generous and hospitable people, but she could at least not have behaved this way for all we and I did for her. Ingrate! Since the moment I've known her I've been pushing her and supporting her the bitch! Capricieuse! She's but a child and she thinks that I'm her property! her sister! that all attention must be on her! well think again! It is well to know oneself, but it is not all, you have to improve and control the parts that are bad , not just indulge!
She will have no affectionate display from me until she realises la saloperie qu'elle nous à fait and she appologises!

Music: "Gravity of Love" Enigma