From Yahoo! Blog to Pitas to this :)
I just went through my entire blog and wow, have I changed for the better! I do not want to go back to those years of deep depression, instability and emotional immaturity. My perspective was really skewered, I skipped over all my achievements; because I did have a lot actually. I had victories in the standard understanding of the concept but all my failures were also achievements that molded me, through those humbling lessons, to become the person I am today. I don't need or want really, I don't talk about my shit to no one and I minimally complain: getting a stable comfortable job with an AWESOME team is wonderful. Getting therapy and doing the work is magical! Those 2 things are the pillars/core of my life. I've been able to self reflect successfully, to accept the fact that you unlearn as much as you learn in life, to change my habit and behavioral patterns, to take my time for real as I finally understand that you have to periodically change speed d...