grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

i wanna do it in a smooth way but, i don't think that i will be able to withstand the wait of one more week. if no wrok calls, what shall i do. i feel that i will quit anyways, giving the excuse that i found a job to my boss so that he can maybe give me a recommendation letter. But the biggest problem is my mom, what do i do while i wait, how do i explain that the money is not coming in? I mean even if i do get paid less at least money comes in. however i really don,t feel i can persevere, i'll quit by the end of the week, i'll find a way. with luck it will be with a job.