Chariots of Fire

I do not like to rely on people

I'm a bit sad and honestly frustrated. I don't like her personality much when we see each other for too long. since saturday...GOD!
So now i have no money and a worm infested comp....
I don't love Marigold, but i love the personnality she has. Can i find it in my futur (?) beloved??

Cool it down and breath. be calm, do not make yourself vulnerable. You are a pillar, act so.

music: La petite Fille et la Mer de Vangelis