I have been reading The Memoirs... for a coupole of days now, and coincidally to St-Paddy's the Dionel paring of the story has now arrived to Ireland and Dominic talks about Erin like Lorraine talks about it, like any Irish talks about it.
This fierce feeling of belonging makes me feel uncomfortable because of the fascination i have for this country (my own weird doing, hence my own fault).
I feel like an outcast because i am. It's unsettling and it seems that i have to come to term with this before i can continue reading this story, before i can enjoy and accept the rejection from something i like, but don't comprehend.
This fierce feeling of belonging makes me feel uncomfortable because of the fascination i have for this country (my own weird doing, hence my own fault).
I feel like an outcast because i am. It's unsettling and it seems that i have to come to term with this before i can continue reading this story, before i can enjoy and accept the rejection from something i like, but don't comprehend.
It's weird shit, but I believe that the first thing to do towards recovery is to stop talking about it to people, to not build upon comments of Pirana (like I sadly did about my sick fetish of the human heartbeat) until she gets the clue, to bury it deeply inside and to be cool and collected about it....
We'll see how it works. I'll strive.
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