I just realized that my blog is pretty ugly. I should've looked at the design as well as the color when i decided about my blogger. There's only so much html I can do since i'm not an expert. I also don't quite understand the archives system...bah.
I find myself fantasyzing of going to Ireland with Lorraine, which is completely absurd, and particularly awkward since I'm meeting her today.
I didn't sleep too well last night, only an hour an a half. i think it must be, if i'm honest with myself, unconcious excitemnet of seeing her. She considers me apart of her 3 close friends and a half, Klara being the half. I...don't feel much about it , or rather i don't build upon it. I'mjust here for her and in away it is reasuring to know that ihave a friend like her that will give a damn about what happens to me, but I also decided that i don't want to attach myself to anyone like i have made the mistake in the past.
Gah! It's 8h54 in the moring, i'm at school and i'm freakin starving, i havent had breakfast and i don't even have a gum to chew on for my killer breath. Ionly have five cents, and i think a twizzler is ten cents, oh the humanity!
All thet Ireland boost, ithink, came upon because of St-Paddy's day which by the way i am glad i comgradulated Lorraine and my mom, 'cause figure that despite the fact that she's a true Irish none of her friends said it to her, but i think it's because they were waiting for her at the parade where they would have said so, but since she didn't come...., another eason for the obsession is because I aquired a back bone and decided to go ahead and read The Memoirs... despite my discomfort and I'm learning much about Cohb and a typical Irish family...the food is also very alluring.
In my list of things to do, I have yet to start doing my mom's b-day present because of incredible procrastination and that muts be the ultimate reason why i read The Memoirs.... It is sad that i have to fulfill myslef before fulfiling others.
I was surprised and pleased that mom talked to me about the Klara stuff. She was reatiring stuff that I already knew and i'm ashamed to say that i didn't listen to her through. I have this bad habit of not keeping my patience with her. This has to be remedied because she listened to em and was interested in what i had to say....So basically today i have to draw some "cornes d'abondances" and fruits and then later on watch the Smallvilles I downloaded. I have to draw tomorrow and during the weekend to finish a descent peice.
Idon't know what more to say, except that it seems that today, until i meet her i will have a Lorraine and Ireland obsession. Thank God I'm meeting her at 11h30.
I find myself fantasyzing of going to Ireland with Lorraine, which is completely absurd, and particularly awkward since I'm meeting her today.
I didn't sleep too well last night, only an hour an a half. i think it must be, if i'm honest with myself, unconcious excitemnet of seeing her. She considers me apart of her 3 close friends and a half, Klara being the half. I...don't feel much about it , or rather i don't build upon it. I'mjust here for her and in away it is reasuring to know that ihave a friend like her that will give a damn about what happens to me, but I also decided that i don't want to attach myself to anyone like i have made the mistake in the past.
Gah! It's 8h54 in the moring, i'm at school and i'm freakin starving, i havent had breakfast and i don't even have a gum to chew on for my killer breath. Ionly have five cents, and i think a twizzler is ten cents, oh the humanity!
All thet Ireland boost, ithink, came upon because of St-Paddy's day which by the way i am glad i comgradulated Lorraine and my mom, 'cause figure that despite the fact that she's a true Irish none of her friends said it to her, but i think it's because they were waiting for her at the parade where they would have said so, but since she didn't come...., another eason for the obsession is because I aquired a back bone and decided to go ahead and read The Memoirs... despite my discomfort and I'm learning much about Cohb and a typical Irish family...the food is also very alluring.
In my list of things to do, I have yet to start doing my mom's b-day present because of incredible procrastination and that muts be the ultimate reason why i read The Memoirs.... It is sad that i have to fulfill myslef before fulfiling others.
I was surprised and pleased that mom talked to me about the Klara stuff. She was reatiring stuff that I already knew and i'm ashamed to say that i didn't listen to her through. I have this bad habit of not keeping my patience with her. This has to be remedied because she listened to em and was interested in what i had to say....So basically today i have to draw some "cornes d'abondances" and fruits and then later on watch the Smallvilles I downloaded. I have to draw tomorrow and during the weekend to finish a descent peice.
Idon't know what more to say, except that it seems that today, until i meet her i will have a Lorraine and Ireland obsession. Thank God I'm meeting her at 11h30.
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